Daily journal entry

 I wrote allot but I lost it. At least I never lost the memories. That's what gives me the strength to keep going. Life keeps spinning, I abstain from sinning. 

This is the life when you stop losing start winning. Who am I naw b who the fuck are you. I'm not fake news you fake news. You see my eyes the darkness of a monster but I'm befriend the monster so I'm labeled a monster. But the mob ain't real just like my family. 

I have no direction. No one speaks to me. I did the time so my mom could rat free yet I'm being treated like the rodent. 

Idgaf. As of now y'all can't be trusted. You're not too be trusted. You're a rat. You're cribs a rat trap. Guess I didn't trip. Not at all. Call 911 and tell them that again. Call crisis again. They done. Why, because you sold weed and pills for far to long. And I'll always think your set my dad up to be killed. 

Yeah I pulled the plug but it was for your payment. Oh well. He's not coming back and the only human ill ever kill was my father when you convinced me to sign that paper. 

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