My mind is moving but my body can't keep up. The innevegga shot giving to me in conemah hospital was messed up. The follow up was worst. I'm so tense. I'm so stressed and most importantly I can't stay happy.....

I pray allah restores my happiness,my love, my emotions. I'm hurt in ways I can't understand. I miss my baby and her mother intensely but until I can control my body no one trust me around.

I never thought this would become a mental health blog but I guess it just did. Just remember all praise be to allah and I'll mention him as much as possible. 

Peace and blessings be upon you readers.