$100

 One hundred dollars goes fast for most. 100 doesn't even get you a car. It gets you a weekly bus pass. It don't get you steak or chicken breast. It gets you thighs. It don't get you a phone bill it gets you a $10 plan at Tello use code P3QDH2XQ to help this blog out. 100 can get you allot but not when you owe the state 20 grand and probably some extra in taxes. If you can do mine I need help 😂$1 is allot. Think about when we was kids. $1 gets you some candy. You share that candy you make a friend. Well I need a friend. I'm messed up right now. I'm a be okay but I'm overdrawn a bit again. My cash app is passion services .

Btw you know this blog is for sale? I also make custom websites at Passion's Services

Daily journal entry

 I wrote allot but I lost it. At least I never lost the memories. That's what gives me the strength to keep going. Life keeps spinning, I abstain from sinning. 

This is the life when you stop losing start winning. Who am I naw b who the fuck are you. I'm not fake news you fake news. You see my eyes the darkness of a monster but I'm befriend the monster so I'm labeled a monster. But the mob ain't real just like my family. 

I have no direction. No one speaks to me. I did the time so my mom could rat free yet I'm being treated like the rodent. 

Idgaf. As of now y'all can't be trusted. You're not too be trusted. You're a rat. You're cribs a rat trap. Guess I didn't trip. Not at all. Call 911 and tell them that again. Call crisis again. They done. Why, because you sold weed and pills for far to long. And I'll always think your set my dad up to be killed. 

Yeah I pulled the plug but it was for your payment. Oh well. He's not coming back and the only human ill ever kill was my father when you convinced me to sign that paper. 

ساللام

ابت حمز

Some people are only ever on one

If it couldn't all be that simple

Some people can't think past 2

 That's you

Some people can't think past three

 Ain't me

Idea

 I might turn this blog into a rat registry..... Anyone got paperwork I'll post it..... I'm bout to pay 50 cents a page for mine 😂😂😂😂

Today's thoughts

 This was only a place to dump my childish ideas in my quest to become a better man 

I love hackers

 They are so funny. They think they can take down everything but they can't even take down my website. That's ironic cuz I can't read cuz!

Take your time

 The world wasn't made in a day, creation alone took 7. Then we had to build for possibly millions of years. IDK I don't agree with modern scientific theory. Nar nur? Tomato tomato. If you don't know just ask. 

I been here and here I remain. I'm not a Mason I'm just a bit amazing. Why cuz I learned the route language better then I learned how to read and spell in English. Who cares about constinents and values. I know 99 I love to use. Wbu. 

Inshallah our prayers are heard today. It's the 2nd day of hajj. If you don't know don't ask me. My knowledge is corrupt with American literature. Plus I don't even believe in dinosaurs. I think they dragons 😂.

سلام

حمز ابت

Water is a dangerous drug

Did u know water can get you high too ? IDK if it's just the flush but when I drink a gallon of water I get higher then an oz of reffer. I says this to preach moderation. The prophet Pbuh said to leave one third for air and a third for food. So don't fill that blatter today inshallah 

سلام

حمز انت

Innevegga

 Seems like my body having trouble with sugar. IDK god knows best. Allhumilim 

Mind on pause

 My mind is moving but my body can't keep up. The innevegga shot giving to me in conemah hospital was messed up. The follow up was worst. I'm so tense. I'm so stressed and most importantly I can't stay happy.....

I pray allah restores my happiness,my love, my emotions. I'm hurt in ways I can't understand. I miss my baby and her mother intensely but until I can control my body no one trust me around.

I never thought this would become a mental health blog but I guess it just did. Just remember all praise be to allah and I'll mention him as much as possible. 

Peace and blessings be upon you readers.

Update 

I was giving a patch in the er and now I feel allot better. Mind still moves fast but my body is keeping up now!!!

Love

 The only true element on earth is love. 1% of love made all of existence. Now that's some deep real news for you. Peace ✌️🕊️

Dhul qidah 16

 Sometimes boys like us got a chance to pick up these pieces and make sure our children don't have to become the adults we are?

 So allot of stuff is to much for me and I'll fry my mind trying to get it done the right way. This website includes 5 domains a 412 and 814 area code number and any offer counts. If not this will expire in November inshallah. 

Id like to think I was trying to change the world and make this my get right moment. I thought one day id find my get right moment. But don't listen to me I'm just Ant.